08042009

Fucking guard duty bollocks is doing my freakin' head innn! i love him to bits, i really really do. But his job is fucking wank and it's driving me crazy. I can't even complain about it cause i knew fine well what i was getting myself into..still, you can't choose who you fall in love with can you?

Bastard army are shite.

Really just worried about being all alone all weekend...mums away, dad's going fashing and he's on guard.

It's scary...i hate being on my own. And the fact that it scares me, scares me even more. What am i gonna do when we're married and living together, then he's away on tour again?! Fuuuck :(

Somebody buy me that bad boy for my 21st!...eeek...21! Scary times.

06042009

Barrie came back from Austria on friday night :] i missed him so much. Was late for work as i didn't wanna go but got to finish at half 12 anyway. Everyone is on leave just now so Bergen is dead. Shit aswell cause it just means who's left behind is on ye olde guard duty...which obviously includes Baz..cause i never get to see him. Ever!
Just had a lazy weekend and sat in and monged it. He was so ridiculously drunk on friday night when we got home and was falling all over the place. He decided he wanted a cuddle and jumped on me...when i had a plate of chips and a tub of curry in my hand! hahaha the curry went everywhere! all over the floor and my leg and all up the wall. I was absolutely raging but had to keep looking away cause he was so funny hahaha. Was trying to be all angry but he was so drunk! haha. Poor boy.





ordered this absolute babe of a bikini today! Been looking for a peacock bikini for a while and randomly stumbled accross it today..and it had my size! About had a heart attack. Not easy to find nice stuff in my size. Half the world doesn't recognise that 36FF exists. Bawbags.
Also spoke to Kerry for a bit on StalkerBook today. So excited to see her and GHad! Only 23 daayyyss :]:]



It's my mums birthday on Wednesday. I wish i wasn't so bloody skint!