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i don't know what i plan to do with this. I've always used Livejournal and to be honest, i stopped using that on a regular basis years ago. We'll see.

Lately i've really been wanting to get my arse in gear. Getting a new, full time, job is pretty much the only way i can sort out my sleeping pattern. It's also the only way i'm going to make the money i need to make to be alive! I know it makes sense as Baz and I will then have the same routines and sleeping patterns, i just can't seem to force myself to work on camp. i know part of it is definitely cause i'm a lazy bastard but i'm also scared that doing the normal every day thing here in Bergen will make me hate it. The people i see every night at my current job are amazing and it's stupidly funny watching the state they all get themselves into. I really just don't want to go boring! I want everything at once & it's just impossible. I need to realise that i'm nearly 21 & things and life changes. Fuuuuckinnng hell. Get a life Gentle!





Baz is away...again. Been missing New York loads lately, just want to be back sleeping in our amazing Times Square hotel with my amazing boy. Walking Central Park for a full day and ending up snuggling on the bridge here again at night.





It really is shite being head over heels in love with someone who's job will always come first!



On a positive note ; my baby sister is coming to visit in 29 days! Really can't wait to see her.

"And the news reports on the radio
Said it was getting worse
Cause the ocean air fanned the flame.
But I couldn't think there was anywhere I would have rather been
To watch it all burn away.
To burn away."