wedding plans seem to be going nicely! trying to get everything sorted out before we head the the Uk for uncle waynes wedding. really looking forward to seeing everyone again.
Had my second dress fitting yesterday so i'm now getting really excited..should be ready to pick up next weekend! it's all pretty mental and stressfull as the shop doesn't speak english and we don't speak german..but my dress is amazing and my family are amazing for paying for it!
just need to sort out the evening meals and kerrys bridesmaid dress and that's about it to be honest! everything else is pretty much sorted.
everyone has been so helpfull...baz's mum has offered to make our cake, ayhan has said he'll hire me a limo to get to the church, wil offered to dj, becky decided to take on flowers and pea is doing our photography for us. it doesn't seem like much but when there's a million things to do, just those little things to not worry about take a massive load off!
it's weird having kerry as my bridesmaid and her being so far away. she's my best friend and nobody could replace her, didn't even have to think twice about who i'd ask to di it. just, i know she's busy with work and has her own thing going on at the moment..but i've never felt so apart from her in my life! it's really upsetting me that she's just not as excited as i would like her to be. and i know that sounds selfish and i can't force feelings on people...but out of everyone she's been the least supportive/helpfull and it's breaking my heart. all i asked you to do was find out what size you are...it only takes a minute :(
kerry...message me or phone me or something...just, i don't know! get measured, give me advice, speak to me, get excited with me, laugh and cry with me...stop being so distant.
it's always upset me whenever i've read your blog and you've spoke about home and missing mum and dad. i'm still here and i'm still your sister.
i don't know what i've done to make you forget about me.
5 weeks yesterday until i'm mrs doran-thorp!
3 weeks tomorrow until my 21st.
jeeeez.
xxx
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i dont know what ive done that makes you think im not excited about you and baz getting married? i cant really get away from work to get fitted and if i had got a chance i would have. i had planned to go up the town today, but found out i have money off work so im going up tomorrow. its pretty hard when im working monday to saturday, especially with everything going on with the new studio, its pretty hard to find time to spend with anyone, so dont feel like you are being left out. of course its going to be hard being so far away from you but I AM excited! so excited! i dont know what more i can do?
ReplyDeleteim sorry that you feel like im distancing myself but im really not! i love you SO much!xxxxx
i love you so much too my little poppet. xxxxxxx
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