last night with pea and lee was good. got far too drunk though and ended up a stroppy bitch! nothing new really.

i'm really missing my sister at the minute. can't wait to get back home for the wedding and see everyone again. feels like forever since i was last home.

looking forward to the wedding aswell, be so good to see everyone again and i'm so excited for uncle wayne haha.

had some mad, deep conversations last night with paula about everything and i'm feeling a bit better. also feel better about the fact that i told emma how i was feeling about everything.

i love my boyfriend so much and i honestly don't know what i'd do in this place without him. he's my entire world and i love him more than i ever thought was possible.

he's sitting next to me watching some rubbish film (dakota fanning is in it and i remember when she was in friends and she was about 7...now she's all old and grown up and shit!)...anyway, he's just sitting there watchin the tv and he looks so cute!

i love the fact that i can talk to him about absolutely anything and even if he doesn't have an answer for me, all he has to do is hold me and i feel a million times better.

he's also got the sexiest jaw line in the whole world! :) ♥

i also can't believe it's now june..what the hell is up with that? i'll be 21 in 5 weeks and it's scary lol. it's also only 3 months until Greece :) whaaay.

also means i only have 3 months to lose some weight. gutted.

xxxxx